Emotions Running Wild

OKAY LET”S BE HONEST—I DIDN’T EXPECT TO BE SO SAD!! As each day comes closer to our move on Saturday I had no idea I would be getting sadder and sadder…after all this IS what God has called our family to do and I am so excited that after a year and a half we have a church!. I haven’t been nearly as sad when we have moved all the other times..Okay except for when we left the area hubby went to seminary….that was because all of my dear friends were there and I was moving someplace where i had none. Now I have a few friends here and a great church family and a home that is ours where my kids have grown up..to the ripe old age of 3 and 1/2 (note sarcasm) …HOW SILLY DOES THIS SOUND..and yet. I feel as though I am going to burst into tears at any moment. Maybe I’m overwhelmed..maybe it has happened too fast I just don’t know but it is hindering me doing my job..Which is PACKING EVERYTHING WE OWN!